On a night like tonight I wish I has my own apartment or place that I lived as opposed to still living in my parents house or my dorm room.
It’d be nice to be able to have a group of people over and be able to drink and be be loud and be hot messes and not have to worry about anything. Or, it’d be nice to just have a spot to hangout with friends rather than “having to ask our parents” or go out and spend money going out for dinner.
I don’t feel at “home” in this house. I feel so out of place and like there’s always tension and negative energy floating around. I don’t like it.
It would’ve been nice/cool to be hanging out with friends as opposed to laying on the couch for the past five hours.